I'm seriousy so angry and upset right now. I don't think I can wait another week, I barely made it through this past week. I hope I don't end up in the hospital...I'm so stressed out right now, and I've barey been abe to sleep over the past couple of weeks. I've been a complete mess the whole time,, and I fee like the ones I trusted bestrayed me (again).
...I really hate my life right now...
So, I was supposed to get the games I preordered yesterday because my uncle was gonna help pay for them as he got his check then. My mom didn't have the money to get them, so we went to everyone to see if we coud get enough to pay for the games. But then my mom spent the money on Thanksgiving food and gas. But we decided to go ask my aunt, and my unce said he would help pay for the games when he got his paycheck the next week.
So I got up early yesterday, and waited all day for him to text my mom...but nothing happened. By the time dinner came around, I was getting really anxious because the game store was closing in about 2 hours. And earlier that day, I asked my brother to text my aunt but he got no responses from her. He said that he got notified that she saw the texts, but she didn't answer.
Around midnight, my mom wakes up and we finally get answers. My mom gets texts from her very quickly, and what she told me what my aunt wrote...by this point I'm crying, and I was shaking so bad that I was gonna throw up. Turns out, they spent their money on rent AND a dryer (mind you it was Black Friday). Now, I'm not mad about the money...but they should've TOLD us that they couldn't help pay.
I was literally so livid at them by that point. We let them borrow the van during the weekend only because my uncle said he'd help pay for the games. plus they kept it longer than they were supposed to and they ended up almost completey running it out of gas by the time we got it. Not only that, but they didn't even try to put any gas back into the van before they returned it.
I'm so tired of being used, then made to feel like my feelings don't matter at all. I'm a very paranoid and anxious person, and they know that...but I guess they don't care. No wonder no one in my family likes them, they never keep their promises and use everyone around them. They made me wait another week for a promise that they never kept, and I'm angry because they decided to not tell us right away that they coudn't help pay.
So, I have to wait another week as my mom gets money next Friday. I know she'll buy them because I'll force her to go out with me during lunch that day, no exceptions. I'm tired of waiting, and I'm tired of being right about everything. I knew this would happen...and everone wonders why I usualy don't ask for anything anymore.